Exploring
some Thelemic ideas through Numerology:
"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law."
“Jupiter, therefore, is triply father, of gods, partial
souls, and of souls that embrace an intellectual and Jovian life. The
intellectual order of the gods, therefore, is supernally bounded by the king of
the total divine genera, and who has a paternal transcendency with respect to
all the intellectual Gods. This king, according to Orpheus, is called by the
blessed immortals that dwell on lofty Olympus, Phanes Protogonus.”
Jupiter in the above quote is the Demiurge, which is referring
to the known universe. However, in the quote is stated that Phanes Protogonus
is the King of the Gods and is not the Demiurge, he is Indra in the Hindu
system who may incarnate at will, and in Thelema he is Hadit. The Demiurge is
the relationship between Aether and Phanes, Aether is referring to Brightness,
which is L.V.X. or light through which Self perceives the Other. Without
consciousness there is no Demiurge as indicated by this understanding of Orphic
theology, this means that there is also no divinity higher than humankind, that
we are the gods who shape reality. A concept which is entirely in harmony with Thelemic
metaphysics. Okay, so, if it is all so natural, then for what reason do we
practice Magick? Well, even though it is every individual’s birthright to
realize his proper place in the celestial play as “very God of very God”,
only via certain means can this awareness be activated. In Thelema, we talk
about the union between Nuit and Hadit, which will eventually lead to realizing
one’s True Will, from whence life becomes a joyful play of rapturous self-expression.
This union is the promise that Thelema has given us and the reason we practice Magick.
Protogonus is Hadit and Aether is L.V.X. who is as I have stated a manifestation of one's interaction with the Goddess. In the following, I will attempt to illustrate the validity of this hypothesis by
utilizing the QBL, as it pertains to these two schools of thought.
23. I am alone: there is no God where I am.
Liber AL: Chapter II:23
First, I’ll start with Liber 805 vel EQ from which Hadit
adds up to 18 and Nuit adds up to 49, in these two numbers we find a few
noteworthy correspondences, such as 49 according to the Hebrew QBL corresponds
to Earth of Chesed, Pains and Sorrows such as perhaps relating to the Sea of Binah and the
Great Mother, as the number equally corresponds to Nativity and To thee, To
thee is here referring to the Other, and represents Nuit’s relationship to
Hadit, who is the Self, and the product of the above mentioned Nativity, giving
us the Formula of 0=2. Earth of Chesed is hinting at the characteristics of
Phanes Protogononus and how he is revered by the gods as their King, for his
connection to the Supernal Order of gods or the Intelligible gods, it is said
that Phanes connects the realm of the Intellectual gods to the Intelligible
gods sharing his essence with both, thus Earth of Chesed is highly significant
in this regard. Chesed is of course where Phanes is absorbed by the Demiurge to
manifest the Creative and Formative Worlds and finally the Material World.
Hadit who is the Thelemic name as referring to the same god, who is life,
consciousness and intellect, is 18 and in turn corresponds to Living (Life) and Beloved (Object of Love),
also to Antique Serpent, the serpent refers to the snake that is coiled about the heart of an aspirant, and from its uncoiling Hadit is brought to awareness, as found in the symbolism of Liber L.X.V., a Holy Book detailing the conversation between and adept and his angel. Just from Employing the English QBL in Liber 805 vel EQ, we find remarkable
correspondences to the above quote from "The Mystical Hymns of Orpheus" relating to the true nature of the Demiurge, which is Love, of course.
Interesting too, is that, according to the Hebrew QBL, Nuit who corresponds to 75,
is a number that is also associated with Lucifer, thus the connection between
Phanes, Aether, and Binah is clearly shown within the Hebrew system. As Lamentation
and Wailing are attributed to the same, bringing to mind Binah and the Arcanum
of Sorrow again, attributed to the Great Mother, there is clearly an unique association
between Hadit as being the god of creation and his connection to the Supernal
realm. I did take the liberty to add the English value of Hadit to the Hebrew
value of Nuit and remarkably, 18+75=93. 9+3=12 as well, and corresponds to HE
(Binah) as the second letter of Tetragrammaton and 1+2=3, which is a Sacred
number of Chokmah, 12 also suggests To depart from, or to Go forth, which in my
mind indicates the L.V.X. emanating from the union between Chokmah and Binah to
give birth to the Demiurge in Chesed and the creation of the known universe. It
should be kept in mind that Aether and Phanes are both absorbed by Jupiter
(Chesed) at the beginning of creation, hence these may be likened to the union
that Hadit needs to experience with L.V.X. in order to aid in his
transformation to become Ra-Hoor-Khuit. The idea that consciousness has fallen
through the Four Worlds, and we have forgotten the essence of our true natures,
which, if remembered, we will become as gods, seems to be central to both of these
theological systems. L.V.X. according to its Greek translation means White Light,
or Brightness, as Aether and so applying the EQ to this term White=218 and
Light=123, adding these together 218+123=341 means nothing. When we add to reduce these numbers separately, we get 11 and 6, 11 is Light, Life and Love and 6 is a sacred number of Binah, both these numbers in this context indicates the relationship between Hadit, L.V.X. and Nuit, that manifests the Demiurge and what leads us to the Great Work. However, when we
add 341 up, we get 8 and 8 is the number of Will and Love, whereby we are really
starting to open some insights into the nature of these Gods and the nature of
attainment as corresponding to our philosophic system, as well as, if I may, the authenticity of "The Book of the Law." Samadhi in the
form relating to the above formula of Love and Will, again suggesting Nuit and
Hadit, as being two separate ideas, but equally important components of what we call
the Demiurgic Art. Protogonus according to the Greek QBL enumerates
to 450, from which the only worthwhile direct correspondence is Fruit from the
tree, as indicating the fall of man, and consciousness descending into the
lowest world, again solidifying this idea of Hadit as Self associated with
Phanes/Lucifer. When we add it up 4+5=9 it means He kindled, as kindling Hadit into awareness to become the savior, also when taking Hadit’s English equivalent 18 and adding the numbers together, we get the same number 9, which means that
these two Gods are perfectly connected via the Greek and the English QBL. The
Demiurge is not evil, there is no such thing as evil, there is only experience and
one’s relationship with the Demiurge, whether borne from Love or a sense of servitude,
will determine how one’s experiences either reflect the beauty and joy, or the ugliness and even disgust, of and for the world around him, or her.
45. There is death for the dogs.
46. Dost thou fail? Art thou sorry? Is fear in thine
heart?
47. Where I am these are not.
48. Pity not the fallen! I never knew them. I am not
for them. I console not: I hate the consoled & the consoler.
49. I am unique & conqueror. I am not of the
slaves that perish. Be they damned & dead! Amen. (This is of the 4: there
is a fifth who is invisible, & therein am I as a babe in an egg.)
Liber AL: Chapter II:45,46.47,48,49
“Love is the law,
love under will.”